Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Twinklings From The Stars

"woh tum na thay ik khayaal tha
meri soch ka hi kamaal tha
woh muhobatain woh chahatain
meri uljhano ka hi jaal tha

meray dil may theen jo ronaqain
wo tera hi husn-o-jamal tha
jawaab jis ka mila nahin
woh aisa hi ik sawaal tha

woh aaj mila tau yun laga
yehi hay jis ka intezaar tha
usay yaad kaisae na karay koiee
usay bhoolna bhi mahaal tha!

ab us ki kya may misaal duun
woh tau apni misaal aap tha"

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Song Draft: Khamoshi

kehna jo tha woh keh na saka
khamoshi mein munn ghut-ta raha

karnay ko tau hazaaron baatein theen
laakhon khaamoshian kuon chubti raheen

zameen nay aisa kya keh diya
jo chaand nay moo phair liya?

aisa bhee kya hum nay kar dia
jo tu hum se naaraaz raha?

koiee ghalati huee tau bata
yay kiss khata ki hay saza?

laakhon taaray falak par magar
hum ko tau hay buss aik ki khabar

laakhon taaray falak par magar
hum ko tau hay buss aik ki khabar

-fades-


hum ko tau hay buss aik ki khabar
hum ko tau hay buss aik ki khabar

Leaving Home

Her mother would ask her: Are you homesick? It was always a no.

Always.

Why?

Because She'd found warmth in her.
Because she'd found a sanctuary in her.
Her laughter is home.

Her laughter was home
But like her tears now
she too is homeless.
She too is homeless.



Du'a: Maa Aur Maasoom

Maa ki du'a jannat ki hawa

aur maasoom ki bad du'a?

jahannam ki saza

Fool and 3das

I wash my dishes with cold water now.

'Adas turned out to be the fool.
'Adas turned out to be the fool.

The kind of fool that is hard to digest.

Monday, March 1, 2010

Revelation: The World of Dreams

I am not lost. I'm displaced.


Space Ship: The World of Dreams

I can't call her the past because she is ever-present. She is distant, but always within sight. Today a cool breeze breathed some of her perfume and - for a while - the distance evaporated. The addictive fragrance gently stroked a sleeping dream out of hibernation. This particularly beautiful dream had been resting on the other side of the barzakh in the vast ocean of my memory; the barzakh which did not allow the sweet and salt water to mix - that barzakh.

This dream was beautiful because she was his first. Before anything else, he had always wanted to be an astronaut. Pakistan didn't have a space program though and he didn't have a spaceship. His instincts would whisper to him and tell him the stars were a map. A map to what or where he didn't know. But that's why he needed his spaceship and one day, just like that, he found one.



A journey into the heavens.

Does a journey to the heavens have to be a fight against gravity?

A dream unable to escape the pull of reality.

The return. A vessel catches fire as it re-enters the realm it tried to escape.

A crash landing in sweet water.

A tidal wave of sweet water

A reminder:

Reality, too, is but a forgotten dream.

Reality, too, is but the forgotten dream.